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Another Hello (with intro)

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Hello again...
Well because there's a section for Trans I thought i'd best use it and say Hi but add some more about me so grab a coffee and sit as i can waffle on for ages haha :)

I'm 47 years of age and yes I've been one of those who for decades tried to suppress the real me and do what society expected of me, such a shame really but over the past decade I see the world changing and the easier it is to come out and be the people we feel inside, I did come out in 2002, but i think it was in the hope it would go away although I've known from being young something wasn't right.
I'm a single Dad, my children have been brought up seeing and knowing about me, As much as I have a wardrobes full of female clothes, I do dress down as they say with jeans and tops as to not attract unwanted attention for my childrens sake with school runs and shopping etc, I believe that honesty is best and I don't want to hide things from them, If they have any questions as they grow up I've always and will always be open with them so they understand that life is about being happy in yourself and regardless of what others say, it's about how you feel inside, I help them see that everyone is different yet and it isn't wrong to be who you are...
To be open and honest with respect for others.

I felt over the years the feelings inside getting stronger and the harder it was for me to suppress them, so in 2013 I decided to allow myself to feel and started taking the steps to transition, and I must say, I feel alot more at ease with myself, I started hormones a few years ago which felt fantastic for me, no more confusion and not being angry at myself, Although i had to stop hormone therapy early this year as I was with a private doctor, I'm now under the NHS Gender program and they started hormone therapy again.
I took a steps forward by changing my name in November 2018 to Emma Louise and I also had breast augmentation in april 2019, when i woke up I just felt overwhelmed, WOW, Finally!!! I've longed for these since i was a teenager and now, I'm so happy i started this process.

Next:
I'll be continuing with hormone treatment, and visiting the gender specialists where i hope I'll be able to have full surgery as I can't afford to go private..
the only thing I'm confused about and puzzled by now is even though I'm on hormones, and I'm 99% that i'd like to have full surgery, the 1% is how to I please a woman afterwards, and I feel like It's holding me back and scary, I've always LOVED to please a woman, I always been one for pleasing a woman before myself and although yes I love to use my tongue, It wouldn't be the same If I have full surgery, I don't know, confusing to say the least.

Anyways... Before I write a book that's my introduction :)
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Hi,welcome to the forum emma.
Brave steps you've taken, I hope you're proud of yourself.
From what you've said I take it you've gone from a straight man to a gay woman, if so there are many toys you can use after a full transition, a strap on would be the best thing to replace your missing apendage. I myself enjoy recieving from my wife and escorts so I can recommend that they do the job. Hope you have fun here and good for you
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royaldansk wrote: Wed Oct 02, 2019 8:00 pm Hi,welcome to the forum emma.
Brave steps you've taken, I hope you're proud of yourself.
From what you've said I take it you've gone from a straight man to a gay woman, if so there are many toys you can use after a full transition, a strap on would be the best thing to replace your missing apendage. I myself enjoy recieving from my wife and escorts so I can recommend that they do the job. Hope you have fun here and good for you
Hi and thank you royaldansk,
I can't say I'm proud of myself, what i can say is I do feel alot happier in myself and the more the process becomes reality the more content i become :)
As for the gay Woman, I'm not sure what going to happen in all honesty. the way i feel at this moment in time is my attraction is to females, though most of it is due to wanting their body lol although I have had encounters with males in the past and once I've had full surgery I will absolutely be wanting to have the experience, and have a man take my virginity.

It's been a spiral of confusion, so I've mainly not really thought about it too much and just concentrated on getting myself where i need to be and see how I feel afterwards if you understand :)
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